My Inner Truth

To foster a connection with both me and my brand, understanding the origins of Inner Truth is crucial. My childhood posed numerous challenges, marked by various forms of abuse from those around me, alongside undiagnosed mental illnesses, and alcoholism within my immediate family. Similar to my mother’s upbringing, the unhealed parts of her bled all over me, significantly impacting my self-perception, and making it challenging to see myself clearly. I believed and internalized the words she used to define me, and I struggled to find my identity. Facing a lack of acceptance and a silenced voice, I lost myself early on. Living within a home that attempted to mold me into a more acceptable version of myself, I turned to drugs to numb the confusion, frustration, and pain associated with feeling unlovable and unaccepted.

By 16, I was a full-blown drug addict, resulting in self-inflicted problems, which created guilt and shame, compounding the existing challenges already present from my upbringing. Jumping from one relationship to another, I sought love as a solution to my problems. I was always chasing either love or drugs. If you want a life full of absolute pain, then do that.

Eventually, at 25 years old, homeless, and living in my car, I achieved sobriety. For a period, I frequented AA meetings three times a day, drawn to the warmth and free coffee. That was in 2007, and I have remained clean ever since. Despite conquering drug addiction, the persistent feeling of being unlovable drove me to continue seeking love through ill-fated choices. It wasn't until my failing marriage that I began reading self-help books, attending therapy, and thoroughly examining my childhood and self. This journey revealed that my past was not my fault, and there was nothing inherently wrong with me. The realization allowed me to see my past more clearly.

After my divorce, I thought I had unraveled the complexities of my identity, only to find myself deeply entangled in a prolonged period of unrequited love with someone who, as it turned out, was a drug addict. For two years, I was consumed by him and his problems with addiction. The experience was devastating, breaking me emotionally. Yet, it served as a catalyst for my self-love journey, where I said, “enough is enough, I deserve better!”, and I FINALLY believed it and acknowledged my worth. I learned why I continued to choose and be with men that treat me terrible. I delved into self-love concepts, shadow, and inner child work, and engaging in activities like yoga and peeling back layers of hidden memories. Returning to a time when I was very little before my parents' influence, before abuse and drugs, before society indoctrinated their opinions of what I should be doing with my life, I recalled a period of creativity, hope, and self-confidence. I was smart, funny, likable, and talented—a stark contrast to the person I had believed myself to be for so many years.

Inner Truth materialized as a means to reclaim those lost qualities and pursue authenticity. The brand advocates a return to basics, rejecting societal expectations, and marching to the beat of one's own drum. My philosophy of eliminating unnecessary elements from our lives, extends to my products. Prioritizing natural ingredients, I aim to remove components that don't benefit us. This aligns with my belief in making choices that promote health and happiness.

Self-love is central to my brand. I emphasize choosing products that positively impact physical and emotional well-being, offering minimal ingredients with maximum benefits. Inner Truth promotes a mindful self-care approach, empowering individuals to embrace a simple yet meaningful lifestyle. I encourage letting go of unnecessary complexities and finding contentment in simplicity. My mission is to inspire others to embrace individuality and authenticity, shedding unnecessary layers to find their own inner truth.